“Therefore I tell you, her many sins have been forgiven” (Luke 7:47).
She is the town tramp with a well-earned, shameful reputation. Women whisper about her when she walks past and pull their children close lest her degenerate nature somehow infect them. Men look at her with disdain – on the outside at least – and lust for her on the inside. No self-respecting religious authority would publicly be seen near her. Yet here she is kneeling at the feet of Jesus, weeping tears onto His dusty feet, tenderly drying them with her hair and anointing them with expensive perfume – no doubt funded by her illicit acts. She is a sinful woman. And Jesus loves her. He who alone has the authority to judge her, instead forgives her. The sin she carried into the house is left in a heap at those perfumed feet and she walks out forgiven and free from the weight of her shame.
David said it beautifully – “Blessed is he whose transgressions are forgiven, who sins are covered. Blessed is the man whose sin the Lord does not count against him” (Psalm 32:1-2). This woman is blessed. She has been forgiven, her sins are covered and the Lord does not hold them against her anymore. Jesus has spoken His forgiveness over her. I cannot image that she spent the rest of her life wrapped in a shawl of shame grieving her past. So why do we?
Through many years of serving in women’s ministry, the most oft-repeated statement I hear is: “I just can’t forgive myself.” The weight of shame and the burden of past sins and failures seems to be the most popular accessory for Christian women today. What if I told you that you didn’t have to carry that over-stuffed bag around anymore? Sweet friend, if you have accepted Christ as your Savior, your past – regardless of how ugly it is – is covered by the all-sufficient, all-powerful, perfectly-cleansing blood of Jesus. Hear what the Lord says: “I will forgive their wickedness and will remember their sins no more” (Hebrews 8:12). If God doesn’t remember your sins, why do you need to? They are gone. Done. Washed away. If you continue to carry the weight of your sins around, you are saying that Jesus is not a sufficient Savior and that God is a liar. He has declared you forgiven through the blood of Jesus – why would He say it if it were not so? Why would you continue to hold onto something that is no longer there?
That fashionable bag of shame you are carrying is empty of all your sins. Oh, there is still a heavy weight there, but it is not your sin – it is stones of false guilt put there by the enemy – the accuser who wants you to feel the weight of a sin that no longer exists. He wants to weigh you down with your past so you cannot walk confidently into your future. Beloved, do not let him steal your freedom. But you say, “I don’t feel forgiven. Here is where you are going to put faith in action.
I want you to grab 2 pens – one of them with red ink, and go to an empty page in the back of your Bible. One by one, take out those stones from the bag – yes, your sexually promiscuity, the abortion, the affair, the failed marriage, the crime you committed, the stupid thing you can’t believe you did – and write it down. Now beside every entry write in red ink “1 John 1:9.” This verse declares, “If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.” Confess it, thank God for His forgiveness and claim it as a truth, not just a feeling. If something new comes to mind, write it down and add your declaration of forgiveness. Then when the enemy tries to throw that rock back in your bag, point to your written confirmation of freedom and own what Jesus did for you. 
Here’s the bottom line my friend: you don’t have to forgive yourself. God has already forgiven you through Jesus’ sacrifice. There is nothing left to forgive. Now pick up your empty bag, fill it with the joy of freedom in Christ and claim the new life you have been given.
“There is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus” Romans 8:1.
 There are times when we must also confess our sins to someone who has been wronged by our actions. Prayerfully ask God if this is something you should do.