While the modern church sells Christianity as a “love-fest,” Paul talked about the Christian life as a “fight” and a “struggle,” with much suffering, – not exactly warm and fuzzy words. But they are truthful words and we would be wise to pay attention to them. There are many things that he said would be a cause for battle: false teaching, disruption, idolatry, oppression, greed, persecution, quarrels, controversies, dangers, and all sorts of other attacks aimed at the church and at believers. All coming from the bow of satan, the enemy of God and His people.
But sometimes the enemy we must battle is within – our own desires and behaviors. One fight that Paul emphasized to his mentee – and to you and me – is that of personal holiness. Paul told Timothy, to “flee from” things like discontentment, lust, ungodliness, faithlessness, and evil thoughts and deeds, and to pursue the things of holiness: “righteousness, godliness, faith, love, endurance, and gentleness” (1 Timothy 6:11). Then he told him to “Fight the good fight of faith” (v. 12). The Greek word that he uses is άγών – agon – you may recognize it in the English word “agony.” Paul told Timothy to “agonize” over the things in his life that lead to unholiness and strive always for holiness.
The church today has changed the message of agonizing over personal sin into approval and license to “do what feels good.” We are told not to speak against sin at the risk of making people feel bad about themselves and we have replaced the call to “holiness” with a call to “happiness.” But according to Paul, we are indeed called to agonize over sin in our life. God hates sin and so must we. And we must start with the sin within us. If you claim to be a follower of Christ and are actively involved in what the Bible recognizes as sin, that uneasy feeling in your gut is not the church heaping shame on you – it’s the conviction of the Holy Spirit (John 16:8).
But the beautiful promise of God is that when conviction brings us to repentance there is forgiveness and cleansing and full restoration (2 Corinthians 7:9-10). And then you are not just happy – but filled with Joy! How are you dealing with sin in your life Beloved? Let the Spirit lead you from agony to repentance to forgiveness to Joy. Fight the good fight of faith – it is a battle you are sure to win.